Everything you've heard about me is true I'm a lying homosexual that smokes crack too A phony, a thief who stays up all night because I can't sleep from the cocaine... Right? I've cheated on every single girl that I've had and infected every one of them with aids...It's sad Because I got diseased from getting raped from my dad and I inherited every STD that he had The trauma from all this has damaged my brain Now the voices wont stop Help ME! I'm Insane! They want me to kill everyone that I see So for fun I think I'll just start with me... Forget it I'd regret it in the afterlife I guess While demons beats their drums and force their pitchforks through my chest So I'll continue keepin' on, put me to the test Beat me till my bones collapse My soul just cannot rest (Chorus) I'm erratic, heretic I've become pathetic I wasn't expecting you would be sympathetic It's getting so hard just to get out of bed and harder to cope with the things in my head I'm sick of the lies and the slander they spread So don't be surprised when they find me dead I'm sick of the lies and the slander they spread So don't be surprised when they find me dead "I Hate That Fucking Devin Kid" "That Devin Kid's a fake" "Don't trust That Fucking Devin Kid" "That Devin Kid's a snake" But you would be, as you should be I would never end my life I'm too addicted to the internet and fuckin' with your wife I sit at my computer screen and perpetuate my strife my words are verbal holocaust Who needs a fucking knife? But maybe that would benefit all of you in the end Because I'm losing everyone I love, who needs a fucking friend? I opened up my heart to you, the wounds will never mend You've shown me that you're faker than a doll playing pretend in depends The beat halts and bends but don't think that it is over I've just begun to make amends So take it all to heart as I extend this downtrend I'm fending for my life, Im intending to offend...again? I'm starting trends with a pen, and making deals with the devil So say your last amens, when the reaper finally comes I'll insure you wont ascend The clock struck 9, you have until the count of ten (Chorus) I hope you're all enjoying this, I hope this was a bash I hope all of your possessions burn away and turn to ash Did you think I would sit hear and take this tongue-lash? Let my world crumble around me and dance to the crash? In a flash, you got rash and you bashed like I was trash I gnashed my teeth together and I bathed in the splash I gathered all my thoughts and I prepared the back-lash I didn't want to go this route but ghosts have been re-hashed So remember that you started this, I'm just fighting back I been shown once again that your weak and that you lack any moral fiber or knowledge of your species I watched as you turn blue cuz shit talkers choke of feces kick you while you're down in the chest until your heart seized While faggot emcees curtsy and get artsy What? don't get hurt B I really like your skirt G But hey, here's a napkin there's some squirt on your shirt...See? (Outro Chorus) I'm erratic, heretic I've become pathetic I wasn't expecting you would be sympathetic It's getting so hard just to get out of bed and harder to cope with the things in my head I'm sick of the lies and the slander they spread So don't be surprised when they find me dead In bed getting head from the girl that you wed